Friday, December 9, 2011

hai,nena come back...
nena now is not good in condition....
no budget to go anywhere....
wanna hang out with friends but i can't....
i have a big family in mmc...
i have atuk(billy),i have xxatuk(Private),i have nenek(that's me),i have daughter(vallencia)
and my grandchildren(bash,maiy,fayna n dyg)

i have a guitar but i don't have a talent to play it...but xxatuk can....
i want to have a boyfriend juz like xxatuk attitute....
but at the same time i like xxatuk too...
why i never have a good boyfriend then??

Last time,i still remember...
"dick,can i be your girlfriend?"
and i keep repeat on that question.
then dick answer...."i'm sory nena,i can't take you as my girlfriend because i love music more".
how frust i am but i need to have strong heart...

then when come xxatuk....
he don't know that i like him since the orientation finish...
i keep on watching him...
until i know that he love someone..
same intake but not same course...

everything change when ramah tamah...
he with that girl...
how frust i am....really2 frust...
and i decide...
maybe i can't have a boyfriend now and i must forget him...

one day,i hope the miracle come and give me a change to have a future husband like him...

the end of story.....
jangan jatuh cinta selagi jodoh lom sampai...